I’m the fool you were chatting with
People, you can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will
If you let them steal your heart from you
People, will always make a lover feel a fool
But you know I loved you
–George Michael “Kissing a Fool”
Although I didn’t sleep well last night, as always, I felt quite energetic this morning. It was a bit chilly and extremely windy, but I wore my short skirt to look lovely (hopefully). I looked at myself in the mirror after applying a little makeup, and I thought I looked fine.
How could I look fine after days of sleeplessness and pressure of examinations? You know (but you don’t) it was because of you. We chatted last night online, though briefly, I was on cloud nine already.
You didn’t show any conspicuous interest in me. You just told me that you had played the video game for too long and wasted the time supposed to have been reserved for studying. There is nothing special about the talk, but I felt good after finally having some kind of interaction with you.
It is a bit frightening to me, knowing that you can be a source of my energy. My excitement made no sense since I didn’t know if you actually cared a little about me. In a way, I know you didn’t. You are too naïve to be thinking about this when you’re preoccupied with your game or your schoolwork.
Well, good luck on your exams! Afterwards, let’s go out someday, shall we? I will never have the guts to ask you out in real life, and I’ve always been hoping that you’d ask me someday, impossible as it seems.
- Love | Time: 8:07 am (UTC+8)
